I close my eyes,
Think maybe if I pray hard enough...
Everything will be okay.
I'll open my eyes,
Maybe if I wish hard enough...
The last three years will just disappear,
Vanished from my mind.
Me laughing just like before.
Everything like its always been,
Not all this fear and pain,
Wish I could ever be the same.
As I have always been.
Being stupid and all
Now makes Me dying inside out.