When most of people in Klang valley is suffocated with terrible weather condition, I am suffocated with myself. The lifestyle I’m living is slaughter me. I’m living with a person who loves me. But I don’t feel the same way. Would appreciate if our relationship is just housemates.

Im a loner. I like being alone. Im happy with myself. And I don’t want to be treated like I belong to certain individual. I favor the company of acquaintances… I do. But on top of all, I treasure the company of myself and the feeling of freedom more. I don’t want commitment because I don’t need to have it.

But somehow I cant express it. I don’t like sweet talks. I hate touches and hugs. I have expressed all of this before. But the info doesn’t seem to reach. I was as direct as I could. But it doesn’t work.

How do I express it without insulting the person? I have to say it because I am suffocated. This haze is bad, but my suffocation is grave.